In my rear view mirror I could see the rows of cotton melting in the distance. The beauty of the dewy fields blurring from my tears. It was one of the first times I sobbed audibly as an adult. It was certainly not the last. I was 19 and I was leaving my hometown, Cairo, for the last time... I thought. My dad had a new job and by the next time I had a school break, my family would have moved. This little town was where I had grown up. It's where I learned to roller skate and played with dolls much longer then my friends. It's where I got braces and my first kiss. Where i had slumber parties and got my drivers license. Where I learned to forge deep friendships and to dream about the future. It is where I decided as a young teen that I would keep my childhood commitment to follow Jesus. Even if it cost me. You can't believe how surprised I was four years later, when this good looking guy who asked me to dance at m...
I have never wanted to be a blogger until this morning (10/23/10). For some reason I awoke feeling the need to share this journey. My four year old daughter was killed in a tragic car accident on October 8th, 2010 when our car was struck by a teen on marijuana. This blog is a small window into the brokenness of my heart and perhaps... one day, the healing. Do not mistake this for theological discourse. Jesus, not our circumstances, equals perfect theology. Be warned, this is raw...