About 6 weeks ago, I started thinking through all the things I needed to do for us to move. Perhaps this was crazy, but I thought the transition would be smoother if all my babies were sleeping through the night in playpens or cribs. The twins have this down pat, but little Maddie Grace has been sleeping her whole life in a sleep and rock (which is, by the way, a fabulous product!). She has bad reflux and she has slept well in her cozy little propped up position. Ironically, Makiah slept the same way in a car seat forever it seemed. They both like to cross their legs and prop their arms up behind their heads like old men in recliners! Maddie has been getting too big for this little seat she sleeps strapped into and has been waking up a lot trying to move around. So I determine it is time to do the deed and teach her to sleep flat in a crib. She is my fourth baby and all of the others have made successful transitions to cribs, so ...
I have never wanted to be a blogger until this morning (10/23/10). For some reason I awoke feeling the need to share this journey. My four year old daughter was killed in a tragic car accident on October 8th, 2010 when our car was struck by a teen on marijuana. This blog is a small window into the brokenness of my heart and perhaps... one day, the healing. Do not mistake this for theological discourse. Jesus, not our circumstances, equals perfect theology. Be warned, this is raw...