The wind whipped through the girl’s hair and the sound of waves lapping on the beach filled her ears. She held tightly to the red, shiny coke can in her hand. In a moment her foot stumbled and the bright aluminum slipped from her grip. The can rolled on the beach and all the sweet contents poured out into the sand. A dark puddle in the midst of all the bright white. Feeling frantic now, the girl bent down and tried desperately to push the brown soaked sand back into the coke can. Her fingers shook. Her efforts were futile. The coke was gone and the can was empty. Then I woke up. The girl was me. I had a certain life of joy and sweetness. Completely untouched by pain or death. And then in a split second it slipped from my hands and everything that filled my heart and life was gone. Poured out and soaked up by the thirsty, unforgiving ground. And my life was empty after that. For a tim...
I have never wanted to be a blogger until this morning (10/23/10). For some reason I awoke feeling the need to share this journey. My four year old daughter was killed in a tragic car accident on October 8th, 2010 when our car was struck by a teen on marijuana. This blog is a small window into the brokenness of my heart and perhaps... one day, the healing. Do not mistake this for theological discourse. Jesus, not our circumstances, equals perfect theology. Be warned, this is raw...