“Mama, watch meeee!” Muddy water splashes every where as little bodies slide down the glistening piece of bright orange plastic that drapes over the grassy hill in my back yard. Squeals of delight drift across the yard and a warm breeze seems to blow them right up into the sky maybe through the clouds and into the heavens. My heart is smiling. The girls and I are all off for the summer, and we are having Fun! FIve summers ago I called it the “Summer of Makiah.” I felt in my heart that our family would be expanding soon even though we had battled secondary infertility since Makiah was a baby… so I determined that this summer would be all about her. It was 2010, and it was just me and my little buddy all day every day. We played barbies and mermaids and swam and visited grandparents and played with friends. The news that I was pregnant came in June and a few weeks later we had the ultrasound with the fantastic surprise that it wa...
I have never wanted to be a blogger until this morning (10/23/10). For some reason I awoke feeling the need to share this journey. My four year old daughter was killed in a tragic car accident on October 8th, 2010 when our car was struck by a teen on marijuana. This blog is a small window into the brokenness of my heart and perhaps... one day, the healing. Do not mistake this for theological discourse. Jesus, not our circumstances, equals perfect theology. Be warned, this is raw...