I picked my sweet Alena up from her final dance rehearsal yesterday. The big recital is tonight, and we have lived and breathed her dances at our house for the last few weeks. When I was helping her buckle in she asked, “Mom, it doesn’t have to be perfect does it? Nothing on earth can really be perfect, right?” It’s amazing to me how profound questions can come from the mouths of little children who just finished kindergarten. And there was such earnest seeking in her eyes. Sometimes you know your kids probably won’t remember what you say but that you have a chance to plant a weighty seed that will burrow deep into their little hearts and bring fruit later… for the good or the bad. It was one of those moments. After a quick talk- there were four of them in the car and Eliana was screaming for Dora while Alena herself was actually crying from a fall- we headed home. While I was walking this morning and praying about a follow up c...
I have never wanted to be a blogger until this morning (10/23/10). For some reason I awoke feeling the need to share this journey. My four year old daughter was killed in a tragic car accident on October 8th, 2010 when our car was struck by a teen on marijuana. This blog is a small window into the brokenness of my heart and perhaps... one day, the healing. Do not mistake this for theological discourse. Jesus, not our circumstances, equals perfect theology. Be warned, this is raw...