A friend shared tonight about Hannah in the bible. Hannah was a woman in the Old Testament who had a sister wife. Yep! Did you know that was in the bible? And there were problems. Real sister wife problems! The story tells us that the “other wife” had children, but Hannah did not. It says her husband gave food to the other wife and their kids, but he gave Hannah a “double portion because he loved her, and the Lord had closed her womb (1 Sam. 1:5).” Soooo of course there was jealousy and mocking and unequal love… and well, all the stuff you would imagine. But what grabbed me is that the scripture says several times that the Lord himself closed Hannah’s womb. My friend posed the question- how many times has the Lord closed a door for us on purpose, but we couldn’t understand it? Think of all the agony Hannah suffered- the bible says “year after year” as this went on. She could see the pain in front of her, but ...
I have never wanted to be a blogger until this morning (10/23/10). For some reason I awoke feeling the need to share this journey. My four year old daughter was killed in a tragic car accident on October 8th, 2010 when our car was struck by a teen on marijuana. This blog is a small window into the brokenness of my heart and perhaps... one day, the healing. Do not mistake this for theological discourse. Jesus, not our circumstances, equals perfect theology. Be warned, this is raw...