From where I sit in my bed I can see real life all around. The pile of dirty laundry spilling out from the laundry room into the hall. Pictures I bought for the twin’s room lean against the wall chiding me for not managing to hang them yet. Clean, neatly folded stacks of kid’s winter clothing waiting impatiently to be tucked into bins. And then I close my eyes. And I try to imagine. What your view might be like. Pristine water flowing over perfectly rounded rocks. Sparkly “tiny fings” hidden like treasure among the stones just waiting for curious fingers to find them. The patter of little feet and the rolling of laughter as children race to the water’s edge and plunge in without a care in the world. The perfect feel of warmth as your feet dance their way into the stream… stepping effortlessly on rocks as smooth as solid silk. Reaching for the sparkly surprises that He knew you would find. His eyes ...
I have never wanted to be a blogger until this morning (10/23/10). For some reason I awoke feeling the need to share this journey. My four year old daughter was killed in a tragic car accident on October 8th, 2010 when our car was struck by a teen on marijuana. This blog is a small window into the brokenness of my heart and perhaps... one day, the healing. Do not mistake this for theological discourse. Jesus, not our circumstances, equals perfect theology. Be warned, this is raw...