The hum of the motor. The warmth of the sun beating down. When I look out from the front of the boat the beautiful view of the placid lake is breathtaking. I lean over the side and dance my fingers in the spray of water coming from beneath the boat. The view this way is nothing spectacular. Dark water. Hazy spray. Kind of like life. When our nose is to the grind, head down, there is often not much to see. Perspective can be elusive. We see just what is right in front of us. A new school year is fast approaching. The grind. The rushing. The challenge to be organized. School. Meals. Laundry. House. Sports. Work. Breathless. Hazy. The feeling that what’s in front of me is the most important thing- even if it’s not. I tilt my head as I peer into the white spray of water cascading over the lake. And then I see it. Just a glimpse. A glimmer. A ...
I have never wanted to be a blogger until this morning (10/23/10). For some reason I awoke feeling the need to share this journey. My four year old daughter was killed in a tragic car accident on October 8th, 2010 when our car was struck by a teen on marijuana. This blog is a small window into the brokenness of my heart and perhaps... one day, the healing. Do not mistake this for theological discourse. Jesus, not our circumstances, equals perfect theology. Be warned, this is raw...