“Look at me, Mama!” exclaims my excited four year old as she flips onto the couch. “Now look at me!!” insists the bouncy six year old doing cartwheels across the living room. And so it goes as the 7 year olds chime in, too. Each precious little heart eager for recognition. For admiration. For someone bigger who loves them to have their eyes on them. To notice. To encourage. To answer that question inside that wants to know if they are special. If they are worth my attention. So often I see a reflection of myself in my littles. If I will take the time to notice. But it’s more than just taking the time that brings it to light. It’s something about the Presence. When my worship music is playing, and I sense God’s presence it lights up my heart. It illuminates. And then it becomes clear. The good, the bad, and the ugly. It’s no secret to those who know me that my personality tends towards b...
I have never wanted to be a blogger until this morning (10/23/10). For some reason I awoke feeling the need to share this journey. My four year old daughter was killed in a tragic car accident on October 8th, 2010 when our car was struck by a teen on marijuana. This blog is a small window into the brokenness of my heart and perhaps... one day, the healing. Do not mistake this for theological discourse. Jesus, not our circumstances, equals perfect theology. Be warned, this is raw...